Saturday, September 19, 2009

bugging around to heal the broken heart

Assalamualaikum and Hello to all,

Tomorrow is eid, and i hate it!Only for these coming 3 years "la", but when i go back to Malaysia it will be a no to hate eid.hehehehehe. Okay, with a close relation to my family, this year i feel a big hatred to celebrate raya(malay word for eid) here. i wanna go back to Malaysia celebrate it with my family since all other 12 of my siblings will be home for tomorrow. in fact, they already there waiting for "takbir". Time zone here and there are different, central US is late 13 hours from Malaysia. So, now they are all breaking their last fast for this year's Ramadhan. Uya, don't hope anything impossible for you right now.

i just finish talking to them(technically) like a minute ago, the person who picked up my call was Ikhwan(my nephew). He hand over the phone to Kak Ami, i was still relax back then. And then, Kak Ami smell some suspicious fish hanging around the wall. hahahahaha. No, she suspected me crying walhal(malay word for but or anything have the same meaning to it) there wasn't ever a drop of water from my eyes. Then i heard kak ayu's voice. She said, "uya, don't cry, just be patient" . i tried hard to told her that i was not crying. Then she continues pampering me like a little girl sulked from her parents. As the sad feeling started to burst out, i move away my mouth from the mic. My heart felt numb, broken. It couldn't work when some pure water came out from eyes as if eyes know what is happening to the heart.

A lot of them(my family) take the phone to make me talk again. Arghhhhh, the water was irresistible that made me couldn't talk. it was the first time i cried that hard since i've been in the US. Until, mu mom picked the phone. Urgh, she made my heart burn, and i was ashamed to cry like that in the public(technically, iwas alone). i think it's okay being ignominious in front of my family. Still there's no single word came out. They didnt want to continue again and told me to call again, yeah right, like i will call after this. I hung out the phone and started to write.
This piece i've written is dedicated to them at home who i think will be reading this. i missed all of you guys.

p/s: i dont know why am i so hurt not be home this year for eid, like last year i didnt really hurt and enjoy being here, i'm confused right now!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

090909

hurm, tarikh ni da lepas tapi ape aku pedulik kan??
hua3...anyway, aku takde ape nak ckp..okey la...
bye!
hahahahahaha....

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Malaysia




Hua.......lame nye saye tak update ni.....
ahhahahahaha..Sebelum tu,


Assalamulaikum dan salam sejahtera semua....Hurm, sepanjang dua bulan setengah kurang2 lebih, pergh banyak cerita baru yang aku dapat.. aku baru je tau yang abahku ade lah seorang mahaguru silat.....hau3...dulu aku tau la yang bapak ku sayang tu ade belajar silat, but tak tau pulak die mahaguru dalam silat sendeng...hehehehe....Anak tok guru silat rupe nye aku ni.....Anyway, bapak aku ade sorg je anak murid, sebab die memg jarang bukak gelanggang....Gelanggang silat......


Hurm, My family baru 7 bulan ade pendatang baru kat dunia...iaitu
1. Nur Rauqah Irdina binti Shamsi
2. Syahmi Iqliluddin bin Mohd Taufek
3. Kalis Iman bin Kamarul Arifin

Pergh, Dina, comel sgt, ikut muka abg aku, shamsi........tapi die macam abg die jugak,danish, yang pergh, Mantep!!!!!

Syahmi pulak, muke cam abg amin, tak pon macam mak die jugak, kak ayu, tapi memg sebijik macam abg amin, bak kate semua org...hua3...ade org panggil die, Yap Ah Loy, supaya besar die jadi org besar kut...heeee....Tu la legasi apek(abg amin) yang baru, wlupon abg amin belum kahwin...

Iman pulak, macam ikut turutan plak, die yang paling kecil antara tiga orang yang baru lahir ni.....ahaks, klau ayah die ipin, die adelah upin....kau3....seronok nye...

Barang2 tuk balik US da disediakan dan aku tak ready sebenarnye nak balik US, tapi akan daya takpe la...balik je la...

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

MaCiK SaKiT


Assalamualaikum...


i think it has been long i didnt update my blog aite????
erm, seriously, there's nothing except the moving, bbq, org balik, taekwon do things....
these previous weeks i've spent my miserable weeks watching movies(once),working out(once juge),bbq(once),watching tv(all the time), losing my mind(all the time), stuffs(what kind??dunno) and taekwon do....yeah!!!finally i got back to taekwon do after since a month before spm..i think it was almost three years i left taekwon do and all other sports and stuffs...

huh..you can tell how tired i am after the practice..i didnt even bring a bottle of water *as Master Park said, punishment will be on for those who didnt bring water???what???*..ahaks....erm, my kicks, punches, tae.....dunno what it call, huh....all of those are not sharp as before when i was in high school..damn!!!

my whole body and joint going all sore...hahahaha..oh my!!!!!!
i think i wouldnt be able to do any heavy jobs all week..hua3....erm, i should pamper my whole body before training again..huh..who believes after three years!!!!
hahaha.....but for this summer i wont be participating in taekwon do cuz im goin back...yeah..
but i definitely got to work out to build up my stamina back...hahahaha..

i still cant believe i will go back to malaysia next week...with all the swine flu thingy, i just afraid i will be stuck in KLIA segregated from anybody else..hahaha..quarantine for people who come in from USA is a must i think???
dont y'all think so???

yeah right.like i care..hahahaha..janji dapat balik msia...
p/s: kak nabila mau balik ke malaysia this wednesday..huuu....die le teman aku sepanjang aku boring menghabis kan mase kat depan tv....huhhuhuhuhu

Sunday, May 10, 2009

MaK...

AsSaLamuALaiiKUm......


this post is specifically for my mother who gave birth to me like 19 years ago at HD Teluk Intan.....Erm, i really appreciated ur contribution to me...rindu emak..wlupon hari2 tepon rumah,ia tak sama dgn berjumpa dgn emak...hurm...terima kasih kerana membesar kan uya dan bagi uya ilmu yg berguna serta mengajar uya mengenal dunia....SeLaMat Hari IbU Mak!!!!


Yusuf Islam - Mother

Who should I give my love to?
My respect and my honor to
Who should I pay good mind to?
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hold you
And clean you and clothes you
Who used to feed you?
And always be with you
When you were sick
Stay up all night
Holding you tight
That's right no other
Your mother (My mother)

Who should I take good care of?
Giving all my love
Who should I think most of?
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hear you
Before you could talk
Who used to hold you?
Before you could walk
And when you fell who picked you up
Clean your cut
No one but your mother
My mother

Who should I stay right close to?
Listen most to
Never say no to
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hug you
And buy you new clothes
comb your hair
And blow your nose
And when you cry
Who wiped your tears?
Knows your fears
Who really cares?
My mother

Say Alhamdulillah
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah
For my mother.

P/s:sorry, gamber takde lagi, tak update pakai laptop sendiri..=)

SpRinG SuMmER.......



mereka bergamber

Salam, hehehehe....hurm..lame gue tak update kan???hurm, bukan sebab bizy ke ape???
just dont feel like updating..there's nothing to tell about..anyway, da abis exam..yay!!!!
ahaks...sejak da cuti ni byk pulak program yg timbul...camping la, pella la, commencement la....hahahahaha....just after exam last thursday, on friday, i followed them to pella...TulipS TiMe...hehehee...such a beautiful place..hehehe..anyway, tak penah sangke iowa ade tempat secantik tu....makcik kate, iowa bukan le satu tempat yg cantik..lalalaala~
and macik has been wrionged(betul ka eja nI?????)..maklum la macik bukan nye pndi inggeris pon...macik orang melayu..hehehehe



ketika kami di PELLA


Seketika di Pella, mase tulips time, kami sampai pade pukul 11 lebey..mase smpi punye la sebuk cari parking....sush gak la nak cari parking...hurm..lame, but best..about 3 hours we spent our time before we went to williamsburg for kak nor to shop..ahaks..kelaka...pastuh, g Iowa City, g umah kak shidah..hahahaa..kelaka, sebab makan meehoon sup yg sedap but pedas, hampir termenangis le saye..sedeyh3..ahaks...sonok nye idop!!!!




Lompat Spring Abis Exam!!!!


Seronok itu seronok.....hehehe...setelah berlepak2, kami pulang dari Iowa City about 11pm...hehehe..smpi sini kul1 la...aku ape lagi..sepanjang perjalanan, pacik Zulu mesti bengang i tido sepanjang jalan..kuang3...kelaka...balik tidur....





Bunga tulips untuk emak.....

Esok nya, sabtu...kak yati kejut, da pukul 9..kuang3..trus keluar...i mean, basuh muke dulu la...hehehe..kak nor nak amik license, so, drop i dulu kat Helser Hall...i want to check out from Rowe..hurm....Bre Boben yg cek..lalalaalala...ahaks...balik dpd hostel, i pegi umah kak zura..pergh! kak zura masak memg the bestest la..hahahaha.....sedap siot ikan bakar with air asam...wawawa..then, mereka cuba2 masak pizza...sedap!....after that, nak pegi Hilton Coliseum....Warx's and Zulu''s Commencement Day..tak sangke mereka da abis....hurm, gue tak pndi la nak ckp ape2 pasal mereka..whatsoever, thanks to both of you, korg memg bek la...byk tolong and all..and thanks to warx for finding me at the hotel wlupon aku da kuar..lawak pulak apebile i teringat kan zaman2 mude2 dolu2 baru smpi sini..sorg2 je i..hehehe.....kepade zulu, thanks juge...sebab dapat rase masakan korg2 yg sedap..i tak pndi masak!!!
Kelaka2...balik nnti i kene belaja masak...hehehe...seronok nye tgk korg da grad..gue ni tak tau la leyh grad ke tak...xeit...itu je la...



Macik kemeja puteh berseluar biru spoiled gamber lompat!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha..org len da cun da....hahaha..sory2...


P/s: Baru gue tau Ari Wibowo tak reti sebut huruf 'R' la..ahaks....

Thursday, April 9, 2009

GuA NgOk NgEk....



hurm...salam semua.....

huhuhuh...nak tau kenapa gua ngok ngek?????
ade la tadi..dalam kul 5.30 ptg...kak yati kate suh g Catt Hall utk kutip easter's egg....duh???
mau ke pegi???
bese la, janji mereka dtg kul 5.30, demn....hahahaha..
akhirnye aku paham dgn mereka, aku smpi kul 6 kat Catt, and guess what????
they stil dont arrive yet.....huhuhuh..aku sebelum itu, berjalan2 di padang antare C****(sumtin2, aku tak ingat..hahahaha) Hall and Bearsher(Ni pon salah eja...hahahaha) Hall.....
dalam jalan2 tu, aku punye la jalan2, jumpe telur(artificial je, telur plastic...tak sangke gue....huuuu




dalam nampak telur itu, aku nampak la byk gile telur2 bergelimpangan di depan mate aku....
hahaha, then aku kutip satu je(warne purple, lawa siot!)..sebab aku blum daftar lagi....argh, by the time aku daftar tu, ramai la plak yg dtg kat meja daftar tu..lagi sekali..aduh!.....
setelah mendaftar, aku duduk kat bench itu, akhir nye aku nampak abang radzi n anak2, kak yati n anak, serta kak zaf yg takde anak(blom kawen lagi daaaa!)



hahaha, lepas tu, kami start la g cari telur....cari punye cari, punye cari, tak jumpe2..hahahaha..anyway, takpe la....aku bukan cari pon...kui3...tadi yg jumpe byk2 tu da ade org len amik...sigh!.....
huhuhuhu...alah, lagipon mase dorg smpi, rase nye da lewat sgt...n da ramai gile yg g kutip telur tu..mase aku smpi pon, da ade yg satu plastic dapat.......



dengan perasaaan keciwa,mereka, pergi trade la telur tu…kui3…alangkah sedeyh nye, satu je????dan di atas kesempatan itu, aku terdengar satu suara sumbang yang mengata,"tadi ade org tu jumpe banyak, tapi satu je yg di ambik nye"....pergh, bagai di panah petir, hati ku tersentap...hahahaha..aku ni da la jenis yg cepat pick up..hua3.....takpe la.....adeyh sape suh dorg datang lambat..huargh....penganjur tupon bagi la dorgbyk coklat..hahhaha.then, abg razi smpi…..die pon dapat satu telur oren hasil rebutan nye dgn org ramai…


lame lepas itu...huhuhu...kami pon balik, setelah penat...kui3......g la aku balik umah kak yati...tibe2, "kak uya nak main lagi??", aku pon pening, nak main ape la plak ni...owh, rupe2nye, abang ajak men pokemon card..duh, aku malas.......nak tgk tv!!!...akhirnye main la jugak ngan si abang itu....huhuhuhuhu...

p/s:sedang menanti gamber drpd kak zaf..lalaalal~

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

bertambah WiLD....

hahahahaha....

assalamualaikum....kui3, nak ckp satu ni, mak aku cite la.....
yg BN kalah kat DUN Bukit Gantang ngan Bukit Selambau....hahahaha...
pastuh, die ckp yg ape tah..PM baru nnti uya balik da lima tahun lagi, die jatuh kut.......
bagus la...nmpk sgt yg mak aku tu tak suke najib....hua3......

tu je nak ckp..yeah, mak, you rock...hahahaha.....
dont really hope any of FELDA's staff or BN fans tu attack me...
just nak ckp tu je...hau3

Thursday, April 2, 2009

i've become wild???

hahahaha..assalamualaikum..

wlupon entry ni takde kene mengena dgn tajuk..aku pedulik hape...
ahaks....kebelakangan ni, aku telah mengidam satu bende ni...
kui3, apsal sume org kat sini tak reti buat??
ahaks...aduh, seb bek dua bulan lagi aku da nak balik msia...erk..eyh
mane ade..tipu aje..semalam april fool???
erm, and my mr william wanna do a joke klas takde semalam...
hahaha..takkan die nak buat joke macam tu kot???
hahaha, nnti die g klas sume org takde....hahahaha...hurm, classes dont catch my interest except
mr william's...mesti sume org tanye kenape???
sebab die ensem..kui3......
hahahaha....aduh, next week da nak kene daftar fall class...aku blum amik RAN kat Brenda lagi...
cne ni???
hahaha..relax2 uya...erm, ade mase lagi...hahahaha......
ok lah, tu je...nnti ade info aku bagi tau lagi k...=)

Friday, March 20, 2009

SprIng breAk..LALALA~~~~


KaMi HepI~~


KaK YatI..KenaPa Ank BerTamBah Dua?????


ANaK2 DaN KaK YatI


MereKa


KaK Nor~~


Cute aite????



SonOkNye SAYe


TadI ANaK NyE, KiNi IbUNye


peMiLIk KaMErA2...hahaha..


ErK?!


KaMi HaPPy?!


LoMpAt SpRinG BreAk


NiCe ViEw FrOm The PArK


BarU SaMpAi


BirThDay?!

Friday, March 13, 2009

assalamualaikum.......



hohohoh..aku tak tau nak cakap ape ni..aduyai..anyway, spring break has started...yeah, it will be a boring holiday for me....since i dun have the money to enjoy...('.')....sedih saye...anyway, brenda da start giving out the RAN to Ch E undegraduate cuz registration for fall and summer 09 will begun shortly, and my registration is gonna be late which i think maybe some of the courses will be full by that time..sigh,,,,,hate2....anyway, i think my sophomore year will be tough....sigh lagi.....wanna know, i failed my recent chem test..what????
am i serious???yea , i am...='(



as for fall, my classes will be.....


1. Ch E 210(ade dua section je..tak tau la sempat ke tak nak daftar..)
2. Lib 160(actually, i've taken it this sem, ut, flunked....hahaha..)
3. Chem 331(Organic Chemistry 1..what???organic chem...OMG)
4. Math 265(hahahahaha...have no idea what kind of calculus it is....)
5. Phys 221(Introduction to Physics...hermm...sigh, everyone knows i hate physics..)



hahahhaaha.....anyway, it was cold again..but, it gonna be better tomorrow....my phone is LIA.....oh, what a clumsy person me..............

Saturday, March 7, 2009

100 posts..penat aKU.....

001. Name ~ Passport- Siti Norsapura binti Ahmad(Page 1),Siti Norsapura binti Muhammad(Page 3), IC - Siti Norsapura binti Ahmad @ Muhammad, ISU Card - Siti Norsapura B. Ahmad(HAHAHAHAHAHA)
002. Nickname(s) ~ Sapura, Pura, Uya, Cuya, Acu Uya, Kak Uya(hehehehe),Siti, Sengal, dan macam2 lagi.....
003. Zodiac sign ~ Aries
004. Male or female ~ Pompuan
005. Elementary School ~ Tadika Kemas Sg Behrang.....
006. Primary School ~ SK Sungai Behrang
007. High School ~ MJSC Pontian, MJSC Transkrian, MJSC Tun Ghafar Baba....
008. Hair color ~ Hanye die, mereka, kamu, saye yang tahu
009. Long or short ~ Hanye die, mereka, kamu, saye yang tahu
010. Loud or Quiet ~ Quiet(betui ka???)
011. Sweatts or Jeans ~ Jeans
012. Phone or Camera ~ Nikon D60(hope bley dapat dalam mase terdekat ni)
013. Health freak ~ x...movie freak...hua3
014. Smoke ~ NeVa~~~
015. Do you have a crush on someone ~ YeaH, CrusHCrusHCrusH-ParamoRe,C
rusH-David A.
016. Eat or Drink ~ makan~~~~
017. Piercings ~ WhaT???Haram kan????eyh, penah je, kat telinga mase kecik2, pakai subang..hahaha..
018. Tattoos ~ WhaT???Haram kan????eyh, penah je, kat telinga mase kecik2,lekat sticker kat badan...

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane? ~ taK...hahahaha
020. Been in a relationship? ~ TaK....Hahahahaha
021. Been in a car accident ? ~ Tak......hahahahaah
022. Been in a fist fight ? ~ Yeah//teakwondo tournament..bukan tangan penumbuk, dengan kaki2 sekali you~~~~

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing ~ 8 YeaRs Old
024. First best friend ~ AsMahAni..mase masuk darjah satu, siap nanges2 nak stu klas dengan die..tapi tak dapat jugak....hik...
025. First award ~ NtAh...LuPe...eYh, DapaT NoMbOr 1 perikSa MasA DaRjaH DuA..mAsa DarJah Satu tak dapat SeBab,SeConD SeM KiTe PekSE DapAt no 3....
026. First crush ~ die saje yang tahu
027. First pet ~ KuCinG
028. First big vacation ~ TaK iNgaT..Da BanYak SanGat VacaTioN nYe

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to ~ KaK YatI...MasE naK BaLik HosTeL...
030. Last person you texted ~ TaK InGat..SeBab i JaraNg mSg..asYik Cal Je, TapI rasenye,ABaNd Zam SaYe...
031. Last person you watched a DVD with ~ Dvd????Saye TgK online Je...hahahahaha....Kat Malaysia, sebelum fly, watched it with my family..
032. Last food you ate ~ banana, before tido..sebelum tu, byk lagi makan....
033. Last movie you watched alone ~ haNcOck semalam, sebelum tido..hahahaha..alone la tu kan????
034. Last song you listened to ~ CrusH - David A..sebab, i pon jarang dgr lagu kat sini....lagu crush to pun dengar sebab tgh men crossword puzzle ngan abang...
035. Last thing you bought ~ SeMaLam, IcE CreAm DouBle StrawBerry ngan ChOc BaR YaNg taK SeDaP
036. Last person you hugged ~ KaK NGah..tgh Men Ape taH..hahaha..

FAVES:
037. Food ~ NaSi AyaM NgaN SotoNg GorenG tepung..sedap...sini tiap2 minggu makan..hehehe
038. Drinks ~ oit....MaNe Ade....
039. Clothing ~ NTaH..Aku ni out-dated sKet PasaL Pesyen2 nI...
040. Flower ~ Silly Lily..- Bunkface..hahahaha
041. Music ~ Ku DenGar Ape2 Aje...
042. Colors ~ White, And Black
043. Movies ~ all, but sometimes i get scared to watch scary/horror alone...
044. Subjects ~ CalC....TaK tau La Lepas ni aku jatuh hati dengan ChE plak...

In 2008, I....
045. [x] kissed someone(my mom, dad, friends)
046. [ ] celebrated Halloween
047. [ ] had your heart broken
048. [x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.
049. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
050. [ ] came out of the closet
051. [ ] gotten pregnant
052. [ ] had an abortion
053. [x] done something you've regretted
054. [x] broke a promise
055. [x] hid a secret
056. [x] pretended to be happy
057. [x] met someone who changed your life
058. [x] pretended to be sick
059. [x] left the country
060. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
061. [x] cried over the silliest thing
062. [x] ran a mile
063. [x] went to the beach with your best friend(s)[MiAmi SouthBeaCH]
064. [x] got into an argument with your friends
065. [x] hated someone
066. [x] stayed single the whole year


CURRENTLY:
067. Eating ~ x...kejap g nak breakfast makan nasik ngan sardin yang kak yati masak..(^.^)
068. Drinking ~ x..baru bangun tido..tak paham plak...
069. I'm about to ~ mandi..da busuk da ni....
070. Listening to ~ bunyik kenderaan n bunyik air hujan yg di lalui oleh keta di sebelah tingkap bilik aku..eyh, ade bunyik burung gagak sekali..hahaha
071. Plans for today ~ makan, tido, azam untuk buat hw..n al...huah..
072. Waiting for ~ cepat la..ade lagi 28 ni..ceit..
073. Want kids ~ MeSTi..taPi ade ke org sudi kawen ngan aku ni...
074. Want to get married ~ naK KaweN nGan Caucasian..ahahahahaha....
075. Careers in mind ~ JaDi pEGawai gaji TinngI FELDA..hahahahaha..

WHICH IS BETTER WITH A GUY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes ~ eyes...=)
077. Shorter or taller ~ i Pendek...so, nak yg rendah jugak..but much taller than me..hahhaaha
078. Romantic or spontaneous ~ ntah la...
079. Nice stomach or nice arms ~ 6 pax macam shahrukh khan dalam om shanti om..ensem oooo shahrukh dalam cite tu....
080. Sensitive or loud ~ tanak dua2 bley tak????..
081. Hook-up or relationship ~ ntah...
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant ~ tanak dua2 bley tak????

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts ~ penah2!!!!!
084. Snuck out of your house ~ ByK KaLi..BalIk UmAh Kene SeBaT nGan AbAH
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense ~ tak..kat malaysia, org2 tertentu je bley pegang pistol....
086. Killed somebody ~ pernah...lipas, nyamuk..dorg ade body jugak kan???
087. Broken someone's heart ~ tak tau la plak....=)
088. Been arrested ~ hahaha..penah kene tangkap ngan warden, sneak out prep, x solat subuh kat surau.....siap kene buat keje amal lagi ngan ustazah pink....
089. Cried when someone died ~ tak ingat...rasenye, tak penah..tak elok di tangis kan org yg da takde...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself ~ Yeah! keKadanG hamPeh..
091. Miracles ~ Of Course
092. Love at first sight ~ TaK..KlaU JatuH CinTa ngAn artiS enSem tu Len la Kut...hahaha.. i lobe shahrukh
093. Heaven ~ PercaYe..PercayaLah - Siti Nurhaliza
094. Santa Claus ~ SaYe Tak PercAye..but, i believe in angels.....JibraIL, MiKaIL..etc....jangan ingat aku lupe yg len2..kuat ingatan aku tau..
095. Sex on the first date ~ ceit..sumbang la..zina tau....
096. Kiss on the first date ~same macam yg kat atas..

TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now ~ my family...='(
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life ~ dUNnO....
099. Do you believe in God ? ~ PeRcAyaLAh....
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 12 people ~ KlaU Aku TaNak BleY tak..aKU Malas nak tag2 orang ni la....

pnat giler jwb soklan ko..spe kne tag tu kalo nk wat tu wat la kalo rajin ye...(★´∪`)/"

ThaNkS FaiGe For Tagging me..hua3......03/07/09.....erm, anyway, the tagging was in facebook..so, people..please visit facebook, to know who i tagged..kekekeke.....

Thursday, March 5, 2009

MarcH, I LoVE MaRcH~~~

AssalamuAlaikum..........
hahahaha....
it's getting warmer here..yeah, it's warm now here in ames...i just love the weather now..it's 69 degrees now...what a great weather..no more glimpse of white precipitation of snow on the ground....no more cold weather( i hope so)...if we compare the weather this year and last year, it's extremely different....cuz, last year, there is still snow in march.....



i am so happy now...ye lah, ini bulan lahir aku..and the weather is just nice...what a lucky me to be born in spring...i just hope the tree here to start bloom soon..cuz, i'm gettin' so jealous to my friends in New Zealand, esp in canterbury where i've seen their pictures at botanical garden there...it's just beautiful.....with roses here and there..ahhh, i wanna go there, but hearing my cousin's story, i'm scared to go there...yeah, because of one thing, discrimination..


as for today, just finished lab chemistry an hour ago....yeah, i'm happy cuz now i'm starting to have confident to mingle with that bunch of 'mat saleh'.....thanks to my english instructor, ms lee...u've done so much ie presentation n all(penah kene buat presentation alone!!!)...hihihihi..on my way back from gilman, i saw people playing frisbee on the yard in front of parks library....cycling and all...sume cm happy the weather is this good..=)
i pon happy ape...hahahaks....


ok lah, as the spring is starting, i hope when the trees blomm soon, i will get so much of pictures to be uploaded here cuz i dont have any photopages, flickr or anything like that.....

Wednesday, February 25, 2009



Arghhh...
tension nye~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
macam gmbau kat atas ni..tgk angel tu pon da sakit hati, macam nak bunuh diri je....
saye demam~~

Saturday, February 21, 2009

HuH.....

AsSaLamuaLaiKuM~~~~~~~~~~~~~


SaYe BoriNg, HaHa...
By ThE WaY, SkaNG, i'Ve BecOmE BuNkFaCe! FaN.....
hahahahahaha......


Ni SuMe ChEq HuSNa Ku SaYang PunYe PasAL....
DIE sUH AkU deNgar laGu2 BUnKfAcE! tu.....
saYe pOn, cEpaT2 ke 4shared.com tUk donlod LagU2 BanD IndiE Tu....
SeDaP PlaK.....
hihihi...I sUkE LaGu SiTuaSi....SedAp.....
CuMe Tak Ley MakAn JE......


BunkFace! - SiTuaSi

Diskriminasi menjatuhkan aku
Reputasi kini menjadi bisu
Dan aku
Kulayu
Ohh
Di situ mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru
Itulah impian aku

Dan
Bila kau menghilang
Musnahlah musnah impian
Untuk menggapai bintang terangi hidupku
Kumahu kau tahu
Engkaulah destinasiku
Dalam ingatanku
Oh
Kerna diri ini tak daya lagi
Menempuh hidup yang kutemui
Dan aku
kutunggu
Oh

Di situ
Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru
Itulah impian aku, Dan
Bila kau menghilang
Musnahlah musnah impian
Untuk menggapai bintang terangi hidupku
Kumahu kau tahu
Engkaulah destinasiku
Dalam ingatanku, oh

Dan
Bila kau menghilang
Musnahlah musnah impian
Untuk menggapai bintang terangi hidupku
Kumahu kau tahu
Engkaulah destinasiku
Dalam ingatanku
Oh

Dan
Bila kau menghilang
Musnahlah musnah impian
Untuk menggapai bintang terangi hidupku
Kumahu kau tahu
Engkaulah destinasiku
Dalam ingatanku
Oh


p/s: NaK BaLIk MALAYSIA!!!!!!!!!!!!Waaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, February 14, 2009

LAgu~~~

Hey all..skang ni weekend..just read a new post from my former teacher in uniten..miz wiz where her post is bile resah???
hahahaha....like y'll know, cnfirm la lagu anuar zain akan di letak kan???hehehe..
anyway, i just like the song..so this is the lyrics....

Bila Resah - Anuar Zain

Selagi kita berkasih sayang
Takkan ku mungkiri janji
Bersamamu selamanya
Adakah kau pun begitu
Menghargai perasaan hati yang suci

Bila resah, Ingat saat indah
Bila rindu, Ku nyanyikan lagu mu
Sehari ku rasa bagaikan setahun
Menunggu tibanya oh bahagia

Oh... Kini, ku tak lagi sendiri
Kau telah pun kembali di sisi
Berdua menghadapi segala rintangan ini
Ku yakini keikhlasan cinta kau beri

Bila resah, Ingat saat indah
Bila rindu, Ku nyanyikan lagu mu
Sehari ku rasa bagaikan setahun
Menunggu tibanya oh bahagia

Kita saling mengharapkan
Agar terus.. Melangkah menuju arah
Yang takkan menghancurkan kita

Ku yakini keikhlasan cinta kau beri...

Bila resah, Ingat saat indah
Bila rindu, Ku nyanyikan lagu mu
Sehari ku rasa bagaikan setahun
Menunggu tibanya oh bahagia

Bila resah, Ingat saat indah
Bila rindu, Ku nyanyikan lagu mu
Sehari ku rasa bagaikan setahun
Menunggu tibanya oh bahagia

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

BeiNg SaRcasTic

salam, hey all, sorry that my previous post was a little bit ehm..you know..hahahaha..
actually i didnt meant to do that..further, i dont really taking care of malaysia's politics issue..
just sometimes, wanna change my opinion...org melayu kate saje nak tuka angin.....
huaaaa3333.......


being sarcastic is not my thing.. anyway, i just hope this semester i will get at least 2.5 gpa (FELDA's requirement) because i think right now i'm not doin well even though i know how tough this semester is...Tough ke???hua3....kelaka plak rase, baru second semester freshmen year, blum masuk sophomore, junior and senior lagi.......


anyway, happy birthday warx, ri ni birthday kau kan?????

Saturday, February 7, 2009

salam...

ari ni aku terbace la satublog ni.. yg pasal perak...aku kan org perak..
dorg kate, menteri besar perak kene letak jawatan??
atas arahan sultan..tapi yg aku tak suke nye,
cara si penulis blog ni menghina dan semua nye buat org sakit hati....
wlupun cara sultan tu di kira salah, rase nye baginda buat atas dasar yg betul..
baginda mungkin da buat byk research..dia kate mentaliti politik zaman sekarang mentaliti kelas pertama??????
aku memg sangkal la benda tu, klau betul la mentaliti kelas pertama, takde nye dorg buat demonstrasi mase ulang tahun 25 tahun pemerintahan Sultan Azlan Shah........


klau betul dorg ade mentaliti kelas pertama, kenapa dorg dengan bodoh nye pergi baling batu kat keta kerabat??????


klau betul diorg ade mentaliti kelas pertama, aku rase kes mencarut2 ni takde dalam demonstrasi yg aku tgk tu.....


aku sedih betul la, klau ye pon tak puas hati, buat la dengan cara baek....tak payah smpi tanak dengar ckp polis semua tu..aku tau la, mgkin sush dorg nak dgr ckp rakyat, tapi bg aku,kes2 demo n protes jgn la smpi keterlaluan smpi nak cederakan org laen kan????????


p/s: aku smpi menangis tgk vt tu...malaysiakini punye video...kat u tube "protest and tear gas rock royal town"

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

takde motif!!!!

seiously, i dont know what to write cuz now, i'm getting tired with all this crap.. oh my....ape nak jadi ngan ko ni pura....hahahahaha..right now, i'm just playing around not even concentrating to my works, my stuffs...kept downloading this crap and that crap...i wonder if i will ever get warning from ISU doing illegal download????hahahaha..


i dont know why, but i hate my current life..hua3..cm takde motive nak idup...wa3..falsafah tggi, keje yg buat sia3...huhuhu....erm, i've enough with this,once again, crap...hahahahaha....penat la....nape aku cmni????


erm, tetibe je ari ni nak cite pasal bende2 ni kan....hahahaha...dalam kelas pon da jadi boring gile esp CALC......asik ngantuk je..mane tak nye, klas wktu noon....erm, da le aku sush nak paham ape yg instructor tu ajar..aku rase mat2 saleh yg dalam kelas tu pon tak paham kut ape yg Ming tu ajar....hahaahahaha.....


I have to find a new hobby and not keep buzzing syazli wanting new movies from him..hahahaha.....nak bace???eewww, penat la nak bace2 ni...n now, i'm on my way collecting quarters that have 50 states, 50 coins of quarters.. for now, i have almost 35...and 15 to go...wahh, uya, chaiyok2!!!!!


that's all for now..keep coming to my blog..anyone, can u pliz giv opinion, whether i should go back to malaysia or not this summer, sebab klau tgk financial status cm tak cukup jek..huhuk....

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

aKu MaHu PuLanG.....


kat South Beach Miami bersame Kak Tini....


alahai....ape la kesah cik puya yang chumell ini setelah kembalinye daripada florida??????????
hua!!!!nak duk florida.....iowa sejuk!!!isk...


percutian selama 8 hari campur 4 hari dalam kereta adelah sgt memuaskan hati sehingga duit yg ku jimatkan untuk survive this semester mengalir dengan begitu laju....bagaimane perasaan???
waahhhh, hepi siot...dapat tgkp gmbr ngan spongebob, power rangers...ahaks.....tu ahh..kecik2 kite mane la mampu nak g tempat yg mahal seperti ini..hahahahaha.....


cmne nak mule???haa, journey start with two cars, 7 org...lepas tu kami ke texas untuk mengambil kak sesa(yg aku baru tau, die adelah org sekampung aku..ahaks)...kikikiki....selepas tu, mula la balik perjalanan..kami berhenti sekejap di new orleans..makan n jalan2..pergh, pemandangan wktu malam memg fascinating plus a little bit of frightening..ahaks...sebab kami jalan, org mabuk tgh lalu lalang..takut mak!!!!


setelah puas, kami menyambung semula ke orlando..ku dan mereka merehatkan diri kami di budget host kat kissimmee(betui ka eja ni???), sebelum tu kami ke sea world..shamu2!!!(sambil tgn menggayakan gaya yg di ajar oleh trainer tu.....)...sonok, tgk binatang2...ahaks...tapi dalam mase nak tgk teather kot, kami berehat sebentar dgn kak sesa dan kak zaf yg dgn hampeh nye membuat aksi gile meminta sedekah...posing ape tu cek akak oiii???ahaks......ade mat saleh sorg ni cm da siap masuk tgn dalam poket lagi nak bg sedekah kat dorg..hik3......okey lah...sonok gak r kat sea world....


the day after, kami g plak disney world magic kingdom...pergh, ramai gile org..ye lah, hari tu krismas..mane tak ramai...seronok....masuk ape2, sume da lupe..baru aku tau, kak sesa takut gelap rupe nye..hik3.....


tak ingat sgt ape yg terjadi kat magic kingdom, kite beralih ke hollywood studio...best2..sebab byk bley maen.....kitrg cm masuk byk tempat sebab kuar awal, dapat fast pass and all...kikiki..yg paling best mse nek hollywood tower of terror....die cm free fall yg nye game tu, tapi lagi best..hik3 sebab memg buat org sakit jantung..kih3.....lepas tu kami g men game kat toy story..best3....aku ni kan memg addicted kat game kan????gg kalah ngan aku..yay me!!!ahaks.....tapi sebelum nak masuk tu, beratur punye la pnjg..yg ni kitorang tak sempat nak amik fastpass sebab bende tu da abis...cepat gile.....


hari ke empat....Island of Adventure..first time aku nek roller coaster..before tu da nek da kat magic kingdom n hollywood st...but, ni yg outdoor....aku takut..tapi mereka kate ok je..hik3..tibe2 tyme tu wak demam..hik3..tapi mase men, nampak cm okey je???
ahahaha..seronok3..tapi dorg kate yg kat msia lagi gerun..sini cm tak adventure sgt...pastu, nek free fall, men spiderman, g kat jurassic park.....i've become wet..tak sgt..lagi basah mase kat toon lagoon...naseb ku tak baik, aku basah satu badan..dua kali nek ride yg basah..ingatkan da nak balik da, dorg nak jugak nek dinasour tu..hihihihi..dalam keadaan yg sejuk dengan baju yg basah tu, kami menggigil tggu dengan bersabar nye...da la penat..hik3...seb bek last game tu kire cm tak tu sgt....ye lah, budak kecik pon leyh nek...hihihihihi......


last day kat orlando, kami g universal studio....best2..lagi2 bile kami nek simpsons..best gile ahh 3D adventure tu..tgk fear factor, men kat MIB, byk lagi lupe la...hak3......kat sini seb bek takde yg basah3....cukup2 la dgn yg kat IoA tu...best3.....


and the last three days, kami ke Miami...wahh..mase first day smpi, dengan romanticnye, kami picnic kat South beach, Miami..makan nasik lemak kat pnti malam2 you!!!!hihihihhi..pastuh, esok nye, kami ke pantai itu lagi untuk belajar snorkel memandangkan masing2 tak pandai berenang...hua3....best2..lepas dpd beach, kami g makan kat KFC...sedap..ye lah, kat c2 n chicago je yg kite leyh dapat KFC halal ni....


the next day, kami g snorkel kat key west...tempat paling bawah skali kat US ni...dengan azam yg tggi untuk snorkel..last2, sume macam nak tenggelam...sapura yg konon nye hebat, terjun..padan muke ko..sape suh nak terjun...seb bek tak lemas, tapi da terkapai2 da...hehehehe....yg cek Zulu lagi ahh, blum ape2 lagi da lemas..hua3....jahat tul aku ni..kekekeke.....bile snorkel nmpk cm okay la...sebab, dpd pengalaman kak sesa, sipadan lagi lawa....yeah, pasni balik msia aku nak snorkel kat sipadan, pastu phuket!!!!!!kami menyambut tahun baru dan mengucapkan selamat tggl kepada matahari terakhir 2008 at 0 Mile Key West.....hik3....sedeyh plak aku tgk matahari tu terbenam..hua3.......


p/s: azam taun baru: tanak miss satu klas pon this semester..hehehehe..ye ke????????????????




Magic Kingdom..lawa nye palace kat belakang tu....



Hollywood Studio..



New Orleans....kami hampir nak balik....



Bu', kasihan kami bu'...kami mahu pulang....ahaks

Saturday, January 10, 2009

AnOthEr TaGgeD FrOm TiAra~~~~~~~

Salam, got another tag from tiara..die ni memg rajin tol wat tag..aku pon musykil...hihiihihi..
anyway, i think this tag is somekind of different from all other tags...hihihihihi...i've try my "bestest" to answer all questions..hihihi.....k ahh...




1. Who tagged you?
~~Tiara Emily

2.Do you like tags?
~~erm, no comment, chewah..cm artis je jawab..kikiki....

3. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
~~i wanna be an accountant

4. What is your current mood?
~~ngantuk

5. What will you do if your crush says he/she adores you too?
~~wat bodo suda..hihihi

6. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
~~yeah..maybe..i dunno...

7. Which will you prefer, loving someone or being loved by someone?
~~either one..dunno...right now, i'm in the first one...

8. Who are you really missing right now???
~~everyone in Malaysia

9. If the person you dislike is right in front of you, what will you do?
~~wat bodo aje...

10. What do you pray each day for your loved ones?
~~mak ayah bhgie dunie akhirat..i'll pray for their happiness and their after life...i hope all of us will be bless by HIM

11. What takes you down the fastest?
~~someone i most trusted hurt my feeling.....

12. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
~~an engineer who didnt satisfy with her life
~~a daughter who loves their parents
~~a wife who trying to give the best to loved one
~~a younger sister who will always love and help her family

13. What is the reason that could make you so tensed up?
~~when i am forced to study
~~doing sumtin i dont like, like the one i'm doing in..urgh...i took a wrong path
~~bile kene marah oleh orang len..
~~when all works are not done on time
~~when my place is in mess...aku tension tul la bile bilik aku bersepah

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
~~bile berkawan, die la kwan yg tau makne sahabat tu..that's why people like to be friend to her...a loving teacher wanna be...yeah, amik SE la kate kan..ade muka mak yg mithali..bertuah betul azan...erm, bek hati....rajin, pandai masak tak macam aku..heh!!!

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
~~married and rich and being loved by everyone, yet still have a good personality..hua2...

16. Would you sacrifice for your loved ones?
~~depends..i wont do something that will crush my own self even what we have done will give such fortune to others...i think, we should help others for what we have and yet we didnt get hurt of that...for those people who really believes such sacrifices for others are really important regardless of your ownself, it is your choice..hihihi..i dont believe in that....

17. What's the character must have in your partner?
~~ape2 je yg leh wat i gembira and who can changed me from bad to better....=)

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you like to pick?
~~not one..i'll throw them away from me....i rather not hurt anyone's feeling other than myself...

19. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done to u?
~~depends, klau da melampau sangat manusia mane la bley tahan????i'm not perfect,everyone has their weaknesses

20.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
~~klau da takde jodoh, ape kan daye

21. who is your hero?
~~someone that have done such good deeds to me...yeah..everyone is my hero..hihihihi

22. Who are the 5 person that you would like to tag?
~~whoever who want to do it.....

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

BerTuaH BetUL~~~

Salam...

hehehehe...aku nak cite ni..pasal laptop gue.....gue baru dapat laptop la kan beberape mggu yang lalu la kan..hik3....nak di jadikan cerita, aku kan asyik kene kutuk la... ye lah...laptop aku pusing2..boleh sentuh2..ahaks...agak nye, mesti dorg jelez.....


tapi yg best nye jadi laptop aku ni....sebab tuan die ni baek hati....ahaks.....ari tu ,mase g florida aku bawak laptop...bertuah betul laptop aku kan..dapat ikut aku g florida..pergh...lepas g orlando, g miami plak tu...bertuah betul......


nak d jadikan cerita, lepas balik dpd florida, aku pon penat...hihihi..kak nor plak nak p vegas....kak zaf pon yg ikut, suh bawak laptop...kikiki...laptop masing2 sume berat..so, pnjm la laptop aku yg ringan lagi menawan tu...hihihihi....tgk, bertuah betul laptop aku tu kan????
ahaks...lepas p florida, g vegas then g LA plak.. ciss..tuan die pon tak pegi lagi....tensi2...


p/s:ape la yg aku merapik ni cerita pasal laptop???da takde keje ape???sengal2...sewel pon ade gak..hahahaha.....

Monday, January 5, 2009

Zue'S TagGeD,akHirNyE.....

salam..hihihihi...zue, aku da sihat sket, so, aku pon jawab la tagged kamu dengan seadanye...
kikiikiki.....klau ade yg tak memuaskan, aku minta maaf la ye...kikikikiki...

1.Tuliskan 10 perkara tentang orang yang TAG kamu?

~~die ex-rumate mase kat trans....
~~skang tengah belaja engineering kat utm skudai
~~teman ponteng g surau,prep and all...hua3
~~cmne nak ckp eyk???baek kot...hihihi
~~rumate ku yg cool slps adib..hihihi
~~org pahang..bandar jengka if i'm not mistaken
~~lima tahun study kat trans
~~sengal pon ade gak....
~~bile di imbau kembali, mase kitorg rumate dulu, die la tukang sapu sampah...klau, org len sapu, lepas tu die akan sapu sekali lagi....
~~i thing muke die exotic sket...btui ka???i pon tak tau....

2.Masukkan emo yang kamu suka.

~~emo????emotion???hua...=D

3.Senaraikan novel kegemaran kamu.

~~erm, novel????entah...
~~harry potter,all 7 books
~~a child called it
~~twilight,semestinye....
~~tu je kot....

4.Senaraikan 5 bnde yang kamu sayang.

~~henpon...
~~laptop baru
~~jacket hard rock cafe ku yg baru beli..hihi
~~wrist watches aku....
~~hard disk, camera ku.....

5.Tag 7 orang dgn link blognya.

~~aku malas nak tag sape2....
~~sape nak buat,buat la
~~tu pon klau korg rajin...
~~hahaha..tapi dalam wish list aku
~~ramai je yg aku suh tag.....
~~erm, ape kate aku tag
~~adib,tiara,sarah...tu je..org len, malas la kut...

Sunday, January 4, 2009

No NaMe~~

Salam....


aku malas update....


wlupun byk things yg happened...hohohoho...


tengah tggu kak zaf balik sebab, gmbr mase kat florida ade kat die....


dua2 laptop n hard disk aku die kebas..hik3....


cepat2 balik ye kak zaf~~~


ahahaha.....zue punye tag akan di buat tak lame lagi bile aku da sihat...


skang ni aku tension ngan suasane iowa yg dingin bangat..


rase cm nak balik florida balik.....

Saturday, January 3, 2009

ArgHHHH!!!!!!!!1

Baru balik dpd Florida...



Aku sangat sakit hati~~~~~~~~~~~~~



Bengang melampau...



Tension,,,,,,,,,,