i dun feel okay

hurm....dunno what to say now...
now, i feel so depressed and dunno why..
what is life all about??
i started questioning myself with bunch of questions that neither you nor others could not give me the rite answers..
i may seem like nothing happening to me..maybe i look like enjoying my life..maybe,maybe, and maybe..
n now, i am stiffed in front of the laptop wondering why i keep avoiding myself to concentrate on sumtin..
why and what are everywhere inside my brain., i dun think that anyone could help me..psychiatrist could not help me.. arghh....
kenapa kepala otak ni camni...
and for some reasons, i feel like i am a useless person and no one can do anything to fix it........................... i really need time for that, because i dont know what the @*#& is happening to me...sumtimes i even can joke on a serious thing, i can even be serious on such a lame thing...
and guess what, my academic performance is keep decreasing from time to time...classes seem nothing beneficial to me, i cant even stand to see the lecturers, TAs, and even my classmates...
perlu ke aku pedulikan bende2 ni???????????????????????????
sleeping seems to be the good resolution to me...and everyday, i almost sleep half of the day without even care how my roommate gonna feel about me, not studying, not doing my homework, but, makan byk plak...kekekeke....

wahhh, terer nye aku karang ayat..kekekeke...korg rase klaka tak bace????ahaks...klaka meyh....takde idea nak tulis ape...anyway, aku nak tgk movie kang..kekekeke....bye, enjoy my new entry ahaks..=)