my university application......

hallo everyone....
about university application and my loneliness at uniten....isk3....
what to start????
okay, i do think that everyone knows that i'm currently in uniten doing my preparation programme in ATU.....
hurm....as almost one year here, i started to feel regret lately, why do i chose this thing? why?why?and why?
i want to be an obedient daughter i think...=)
it's my future instead........arghh....why dont i go to uitm doing my accountancy which was the course i always wanted at the first place....mummy, give me support....my motivation has become at almost the lowest level......seriously, i da takde ati nak smbg course yang aku tgh bwat ni....but, why still am i doing this!!!!!!!!
about my university application, i applied for five universities where not single of them is ivy league university.....
1. Purdue University
2. Ohio State University
3. Iowa State University
4. University of Michigan Ann-Arbor
5. University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign(has been rejected)
at 1st, i dont want apply at all to any universities in the US...i dont know why.....but, after been forced by pak arif....i terpakse la ikut gak kate die....baru je cadang nak mnx tuka ke australian-new zealand bound....hajat tak kesampaian...wuuuuu....
hurm....okay, after applying to these universities.....
i send la the requirement yg dorg nak...i dont know why, they said, i didnt sent them all of the requirement yg dorg nak...ok i admitted it, that i dont send them my toefl score to them yet at that time...but only that...huh, they said, they didnt receive most of the document.ni yg aku bwat naek angin...but, ak bwat cm dunno je....ak maleh nak layan.....so, until now, i didnt send them any additional thing.....except my toefl score with ammar's help...huhu...thanks ammar...
n now, recently, uni of michigan sent me an email.....they said, they still missing toefl score of mine....lagi skali nek angin...but this time i take action....huhu...hope dapat la michigan...i hope every single of you pray for me too...=)
if i dun get the ofer from US....what u guys think????
should i go to australian/new zealand university or should i end up in local university and change my course into accountancy????????????????
okeyh, thats all for today...
hope u guys can help me on this.....

my babies......

Salam n selamat sejahtera....
it seems i havent write so much lately...
first of all, sorry, being so busy wif final exam....
just end my foundation sem last wednesday wif physics
which had make me headache....
sakit kpala....tu lah akibat nye tak stdy...
insaf ak seketika..huhuhu...
anyway, today what to talk r???
haaaaa....
since i've so many children even though not married yet,
i wanna share to all of you about my newest 6 babies in my family....
all of 'em are from 6 different stomach...
and none of 'em from mine eyh.....
huhuhu...
da lucky fisrt baby is......

• muhammad ukail ahnaf b nizamuddin who was born in 19th February 2006..die ni la first baby yg lahir..anak kepada my 5th sis, Salmiah n her husband Nizamudin....what to describe bout him r????i think he's gonna be a very polite man as his father who is very encem n smart even though getting older....his face still look like as he is still young...huhuhu....ahnaf ni memg chumel...penah dulu die share brg die ngan my only niece(baby la)...wahhh gentlemen nye ahnaf ni.......
  
• okeyh...secondly, nur aqilah faqeha bte mazlan (10th august 2006)....she is the only gal among other 5 babies in my family....die ni, memg tak suke lgsg ngan org....the only person who she would go near to are her family(mak,ayah,abg,kakak), my kakak rohana n of course me....wif anyone else memg sush...but as time goes by, she started being comfort wif other people too.....=) i really dun no why she likes me very much even though i never really baby sit her....maybe ade chemistry kot..huhuhu...n fyi, she is the most i love among all of the babies.....she is so cute....whenever, i went back to my home, for sure, if she come to my home, she will hug me....bahgia nye rase...=)
• the third.......muhammad kaisyful hazim b mohd zahurin....juz five day after qeha was born, 15th august 2006....die ni, memg sush nak jage, al maklum lahir tak cukup bulan, kena tatang betul2....i had once baby-sit him for one month i think after spm......suke sgt nangis...nsb bek la ak ni sorg yg pnyabar..huuhuuhuhu.....but, nnti besr, mesti die encem..syg die.....yg bes nye, mase baby-sit him, byk kali gak la die tido mase aku dukung die....aku tau, aku memg sorg yg berbakat manjage baby(angkut bakul sndiri..hahahaha)...and sbab die la aku start syg kat baby....klau tak,memg tak minat la nak pegang baby ni..huhuhuhuhu....
• fourth.....muhammad haikal zafran b zamri.....huhuuhuhu...inilah baby yang paling senang nak jage.....lahir on 8th january 2007.......aku pon tak tau.....die ni, ya ALLAH memg senang jage....klau men, men sorg2 tak kcau org len...aku rase, budak ni besar nnti jd budak skema la.....manje nye memg la...pndi blakon plak tu..huhuuhuhu.....i think he's gonna be the polite baby ever in my family...huhuhu...syg nye ngan die..=)
• scnd last, ahmad danish rifqie b shamsi...wahh, yg ni smgt memg bkan men...die ni completely berbeza ngan zafran....sush tol nak jage..ganas....aku pon tak tau cmne mak aku bley jage die.....lupe plak, bday sama wof my father, 19th january but in different year..my dad in 1941, danish ni 2007...huhuhu....currently staying at my dad's place, cz his mom r stdying in UPSI where it is so near to my house, while his father r in pahang teaching......even though danish n zafran got very strong difference, but they got a similarity, where both of 'em r the pumpkin of their parents..manje gile2 ahh...huhuhu..seb bek chumel.....=)
• and the last one, but not least.......muhammad adam ikhtifazuddin mohd taufek...born on 28th february 2007..i hope so much he would born on 29 feb, but nak wat cmne 2007 bukan tahun lompat...huhuhu.....die chumel...manje gak..kate kakak aku, potential die jdi dak nakal agak tggi...but for me, not as high as danish....die ni suke maen2.....suke tido....alah, like budak laki bese la....seb baek nmpk bijak...huhuhuhu.....die ni la aku paling jarang jumpe....kadang2 je.....isk3....tapi seb bek mase hari raye ari tu, ade jumpe die.....huhuu....rindu nye kat adam.....

okeh, that's all about my babies.....i know, u all must be jealous that i have so many babies in my family...huhuhu...i love 'em all......n of course, faqeha will win if had to choose between all six of them....huhuhuhuhuhuhu...sarang hae.......=)
hope, all of you enjoy reading this....

rumateku...tabah ye.......

salam.......
hurm...today, many things happen....
shaye rase, idup ni unfair sangat......
bukan kat shaye je.....tapi kat sume org.....
hurm.....betul jugak.....
kite tak boleh nak salah kan takdir.....
melawan fitrah manusia name nye tu.......
ari ni byk tul bad things happen.......
rase sedih,marah, skit hati, menyesal pon ade......ari ni saye baru je abis exam chemistry and assf.....hurm......assf not bad la....but chem la yg buat saye rase menyesal sangat.....arghh...kenape stiap kali aku nak bace buku, aku tertido......tak pe la, benda da lepas biar lah lepas.....
as for my rumate, i feel realy sory for her.......
dunno what to say, but i hope u will feel better tomorrow tau dib......
i hope everything will go fine.....
ari ni, my rumate, adib has lost her purse.....
i'm not realy sure when it happen cz i was not there wif her.....
sian die.....adib.....aku harap ko dapat lalui dugaan ni ngan tabah......
aku tau...ko byk alami dugaan...tapi anggap yg ni lg satu cabaran daripade Allah yek?????
jgn patah smgt tau......skang tengah exam...n i hope this things didnt let you down.....aku hope sgt....aku pon tak tau nak wat ape....juz bley doa smoga ko jpe blik purse ko.....
sabar....bak kate pepatah, ade hikmah d sbalik kejadian.....
mesti ade rahmat lepas ni.....saba ye.....jgn risau.....ktorg ade kat sisi kau nak bg support.....
ade aku,farah,sarah,faige,dayah,najwa,siti,ajim,kak wani, kak husna, kak husna, ila, fatin,kak alia,naemah n sume dak pompuan.......bertenang tau......
klau tak leh gak, ingat sume ko nye happy moment ngan kitorg, n kwan2 ko, ngan family......mesti ko bley bertenang.....jgn lupe kat Allah....all the best in ur exams tau.......eyh, aku dedicate lagu ni tuk kau.....

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n adib......all the bez for you.....dun make this thing distract ur focus in ur stdy eyk....
chumel tak aku????huhuuhu....aku tau, lepas ko bace ni mesti ko gelak gile2....=)