it is annoying

it is kind of annoying... how long does it since i last visited the dashboard.. i am gonna start writing again...here is the new year, 2013, and you know what a lot has been going on since the past 2 years i got back home Malaysia. and now, i have these doubts in mind to obtain another country's citizenship. dunno why? i am thinking america, but that's a long term plan and i am going to make sure that plan will be achieved. why? i want to be an american for god sake! such a douche. oh, i am confused again, but anyway, one thing for sure, i am not gonna work in or stay here for the rest of my life..work here for sometimes, get my CA qualification...find a new job with high payment, and settle down somewhere peaceful and that somewhere gonna help me find myself to devote as a Muslim...I dont think i am gonna be that much of a Muslim if i stay here forever....okay, this has gone out of topic. anyway, ACCA is to be finished before i reached ehm ehm...hahahaha...

this time i really am fucked!

hello guys...

man, its been like forever since i updated this blog..anyway, just go with the flow aint it?

right now, not so many people have been frequently updating their blog...haahahaha

okay guyd, bye!

I'm Fucked

Hi there peeps,

Nobody follows my blog i guess....yeah, nobody likes me, i always be the one to hate...sorry for this post...just releasing my stress...its not because of the exams which coming up but i really am fucked up with having friends....i always lose friends and i think i'm not the one that anyone like to stick with...you know what, fuck all this and i wanted to go to sleep...don't care what will happen the next because im not a future psychic....darn, why am i so tense with all these......usually i really cool with it....getting fed up adelah...biarlah....satu pergi satu datang(in my case, may be not)....hahahahahaha..jangan salahkan orang len, kau sendiri yang perangai macam ape je...ko ni pelik betullah...dah orang tak suke buat tak tau je lah...

ReLaTeD

Assalamualaikum.....

Cakap pasal related2 ni, ak pon instantly teringat pasal family.....Rupe2nye family ak ramai sebenarnye....Bapak n mak ak byk adik beradik, kandung mahu pon tiri mahupon yg satu emak......yang lain bapak satu emak tu, adik beradik tiri la kan??? ak pon tak tau la sgt pasal hubungan2 keluarge....Ni nak cerita, kalau balik kampung kan dekat Parit 3A Sg. Manik, Teluk Intan tu kan, ko pegi, kiri, ade sawah....Rumah jauh-jauh, sebab bendang kan? Itu lah cara hidup orang kat bendang...Klau nak jumpe jiran, kene berjalan "satu batu"(as my dad says) baru boleh jumpe....hahahha....nampak nye ak dah terpesong jauh daripada topik aku hari ni....ahaks!!!!ak pon tak tau nak ckp ape dah..Bye peeps!!!

Sawah bendang kering(baru lepas menuai kut!!!!)

Parit!!!!!(Teringat mase kecik, jatuh parit terus demam panas)

Eyh, tetibe je ade second paragraph....Arghhh lame betul entry ak kat para ni!!!!memg lame....ak sgt bosan...dengan itu, termaktublah ak byk family...klau kat kg tu, every Parit, ade je ko(aku) jalan mane2, abah singgah umah tu....kengkadang, adik beradik abah pon aku tak kenal....alangkah indahnye klau ak kenal semua ahli keluarge ak...Ni bukan salah sape2, tapi salah aku sebab ak yang tak penah nak ambik tau pasal keluarge aku.......never bothered to ask my parents how many siblings they got....ahaks....Eyh, Azhar Bujal dah online lah!!!Okey lah...aku mahu tidur.....night peeps....dun worry be happy...uya's property's logging out!!!!

Dad's kelapa sawit's kebun(kecik je tak besar pon)

GOOD NIGHT AMERICA AND......................

Menara Condong Teluk Intan (Makan rojak ngan abah)

Missed that!!!

GOOD BYE!!!!!

NeW LiFe, NeW StYLe, NeW CrUsH, NeW PosT!!!!!!

Well, this is it....2PM is the official new crush of mine now!!! Yeah BabY!!!!

Really feeling the love...Yeap!!NichKhun, TaecYeon, and WooYoung! they're the best....I hope 2pm will go further and farther.....

Yeah, i hope Jay Park a.k.a. Park JaeBoem will come back to 2PM....If he decided not, i think 2pm will be just fine with that....Well US and Korea don't mix well huh?

Been Long!

It's been long since I updated this blog....hahahaha....okay, gonna upload some pictures......Some of mine and friends that was edited using Photomatix Pro 4.0.....Nice software to use if u want to make HDR images.....=)

zcf

just received my personality disorder test and this are the results:

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Low
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Low
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	Low
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	Low
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Low
-- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

Ciplak!

MELAYU PUNYE

Apa benda yang paling penting dalam hidup korang?

tak tahu

Benda yang terakhir korang beli menggunakan duit korang sendiri?

air mineral

Dimana tempat korang ingin melangsungkan perkahwinan korang dan tema perkahwinan korang nanti?

kat rumah abah saya....tema?

Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?

nope

Berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?

tak bercinta pon

Dimana korang selalu berjumpa dengan kekasih korang?

never

Novel / buku / majalah yang terakhir korang beli?

manga-hot gimmick

Apakah nama penuh korang?

Siti Norsapura binti Ahmad @ Muhammad

Antara mak dan ayah korang, yang mana korang lebih mesra?

abah

Namakan orang yang korang betul-betul nak jumpa dalam hidup

tak tahu

Adakah korang basuh baju korang sendiri?

mesin yang basuh kan

Dimanakah tempat yang korang betul-betul nak pergi?

UK!

Bila tarikh lahir korang dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas?

24 Mac 1990, kat apartment Kak Yati 41B

OMPUTIH PUNYE

Name one person who made you laugh last night?

Nobody

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

makan mee hun Tom Yam

What happened to you in 2006?

SPM

What was the last thing you said out loud?

Kak Yati!

How many beverages did you have today?

Air Laici setakat yang ingat

What was the last thing you paid for?

air mineral

Where were you last night?

depan komputer

What color is your front door?

Coklat gelap

Where do you keep your change?

dalam cawan n yogurt cup

What’s the weather like today?

snowy!

What’s the best ice-cream flavor?

pina colada

What excites you?

movies

Do you want to cut your hair?

yes!

Are you over the age of 25?

nope

Do you talk a lot?

kadang-kadang

Do you know anyone named Steven?

Yes?

Are you a jealous person?

Yap!

What does the last text message you received say?

Uya,japgi ak nak gmu jap lpas klas.ko nk jmpe kat mu ke nak dtg umah aku?

Do you chew on your straw?

Tak

Do you have curly hair?

Tak boleh bagitahu

Where’s the next place you’re going to?

Lucas!

Who’s the rudest person in your life?

Hahahahahaha...byk sgt

What was the last thing you ate?

Mee hun Tom Yam

Will you get married in the future?

Tengoklah....

What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

Is there anyone you like right now?

Yap

When was the last time you did the dishes?

Lepas makan

Are you currently depressed?

Confused!

Salahkah?

Assalamualaikum.

Okay, first of all aku bukan lah nak cakap apa. Sebenarnya, aku cuma mahu bertanya soalan ini...Aku rasa tidak salah untuk aku bertanya tentang perasaan ak;

Salahkah ( atau berdosakah?) kalau kita (atau aku) seorang muslim ingin menyambut Halloween?

Ya, aku tahu, kalau mengikut Islam, sambutan Halloween ini tidaklah di sambut oleh muslim. Dan ianya mungkin hanya di sambut di bumi Amerika ini kan? Tetapi, jika kita ikut pepatah melayu ada mengatakan "masuk kandang kambing kita mengembek, masuk kandang harimau kita mengaum", jika tidak salah aku lah.

Okey, aku faham yang Halloween ini di sambut oleh golongan Kristian, tetapi, alang-alang sudah aku berada di sini, apa salahnya jika kita ingin merasa apa yang dirasa oleh mereka. Ya lah, jika di Malaysia, aku hanya dapat menonton daripada jauh. Lagipun, di zaman moden ini mana ada lagi ritual-ritual atau amalan-amalan yang dilakukan oleh mereka(golongan yang menyambut Halloween) yang boleh menyebabkan kita terpesong? Kalau ada sekalipun, aku rasa, kita (aku juga) tidak akan terikut kan? Mungkin tidak kalian tetapi aku hanya mahu belajar budaya mereka.

Baiklah. Aku rasa banyak isu yang membangkitkan bahawa Halloween ini haram disambut oleh orang Islam. Kita hanya mahu belajar budaya orang luar. Jika kita lihat di Malaysia, orang luar sendiri turut merayakan perayaan-perayaan kita di Malaysia. Orang tempatan juga tidak kira bangsa, turut sama menyambut perayaan seperti Hari Raya Aidilfitri serta Aidiladha, Tahun Baru Cina, Deepavali, Hari Gawai, Hari Krismas serta banyak lagi. Kenapa tidak boleh sekiranya kita hanya mahu turut serta bersama mereka untuk menyambut Halloween serta hari-hari istimewa mereka? Bak kata orang tua aku, "Kita ini, kalau mahu berbuat sesuatu, berdasarkan niat.Kalau jahat niat itu, buruklah padahnya, kalau baik niat itu, maka baiklah juga kesannya."

Itu sajalah yang ak mahu sampaikan. Aku tidak sekali-kali mahu membantah hukum Islam, aku hanya mahu belajar. Lagi satu pepatah melayu (yang moden mungkin XD) berkata walaupun tak berapa kena dengan tujuan aku tetapi ia memberi maksud yang kuat, "kalau tak kenal, maka tak cinta".

Tak Puas Hati

Salam semua,

Hari ini saya ingin meluahkan ketidakpuashatian saya terhadapa diri saya minggu ini

1. Saya terlupa langsung nak buat saya punye homework di webct...hw tu dpt kosong...uhuk3
2. Saya juga terlupa untuk study, jadi exam tadi, was hard for me
3. Saya rasa saya ni selalu sangat menghabiskan masa...bukan rasa, memg pon
4. Saya tak puas hati dengan gambar2 yang saya tangkap baru2 ini...Sebab itulah, gambar2 itu tidak disiarkan di mana-mana...klau kawan saya yang upload, itu lain ceritalah ya...
5. Saya rasa saya ni bengong, tu yang tak puas hati ni.
6. Saya tak suka bila orang mengongkong saya. Saya akan jadi depressed dan boleh berkelakuan di luar jangkaan...hahahaha...
7. Saya ni tidur banyak sgt...adeyh

cukup lah itu untuk hari ni...

Uhuk....

Clock Tower a.k.a. Campanile

Bila sudah bosan, kami pergi ke sekolah menangkap gmbr.... Alang-alang musim luruh sudah bermula, jadi apa salah nya sekira nya kami menjadi "cam-whore" sekejap bukan? Jadi inilah hasilnya...Walaupun tidaklah seberapa lawa hasilnya tetapi saya masih berpuas hati, kerana ada sedikit kemajuan! Jadi kamu semua, bagilah komen yang membina ya?

On the ocean of leaves

Khaterina from Greece(ancient country)

Ntah la tak tahu nak cakap apa

Pokok lawa

Lompat Fall Uya

Lompat Fall Jason

Curtiss Hall(Department of Agriculture)

Maple leaves if I'm not mistaken

A shot that is neither succeeded or failed.

This is a failed shot

A little bit better I think though still so many flaws there.

Okay, I think that is the wrap. Going to take more pictures tomorrow!

Bunga

Saya pergi ke sebuah majlis keramaian, mereka telah jemput saya untuk makan bersama mereka....Jadi, saya datang dengan membwaa kamera saya....Tuan rumah memasak ayam panggang untuk kami, jadi, saya suka...Tidak lama selepas itu, saya nampak ada satu pasu bunga ni ada bunga warna merah. Saya tertarik, lalu, saya menangkap gambar bunga itu.

Selepas beberapa cubaan, akhirnya saya dapat yang saya mahukan...Alhamdulillah, terkumat-kamit saya memuji Allah SWT. Selepas sudah pulang ke rumah, saya perbaiki gambar saya yang saya sangat puas hati...Gambar itu ada di atas ini...Sekian terima kasih...Terimalah gambar ini tulus ikhlas daripada saya...Sayang kamu semua...

Pics

Dunno what to say, so im just gonna put pictures through out summer.......

Active Blogger

From now on, I'm gonna be an active blogger..=)

abah

aku ade bace pasal ade sorg blogger ni debate dgn abah die...abah garang...tetibe ak teringat pasl abah aku.....ahaks...

nak ke ak cite pasal abah aku???

walaupon abah ak dah tua n so on, makin lembut, ak masih tidak berani dengannya...

dan dengan kata len,
ak tak berani nak cerita pasal abah ku, Encik Ahmad @ Muhammad bin Tobas, atau dengan kata len, bapakku digelar, Mat Tobas.....

Lama Sudah.....

Assalamualaikum.....

Ini post di tujukan khas untuk semua warga-warga Malaysia mahu pon warga-warga asing yang beragama Islam...

Di suatu hari, Uya dah lama tidak menaip tetibe terasa seperti mahu meng"post" somethin'.....

Okay lah, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin daripada kami warga Ames dan Des Moines di Iowa....

Boys Over Flowers

Yeah2, Boys Over Flowers was a hit...Like Goo Jun Pyo...Better So Yi Jung..Aahahahaha...I like the drama, but I like Goong/You're Beautiful better..Sorry guys, don't critics me...im just a fan...huhuhu...There was a rumor saying Jang Geun Suk was offered to act as Goo Jun Pyo..Hehehehe...HE rejected them...But I really wanna watch Jang Geun Suk as Goo Jun Pyo since he got a similar character in You're Beautiful...

He was so successful as Hwang Tae Kyung with his character and the way he was angry, didn't you just luv his mouth when he did that cute lips...

Yeah, like him better than Jung Yong Hwa(C.N. Blue) aka Kang Shin Woo...Lee Hong Ki(F.T. Island) aka Jeremy was soooo cuuuuuutee in the series...Not to forget Park Shin Hye aka Go Mi Nam/Go Mi Nyu....And their groupA.N.JELL....

My dream F4 is, Jang Geun Suk - Goo Jun Pyo,

Jung Yong Hwa - Yoon Ji Hoo,

Kim Bum - So Yi Jung,

Kim Joon - Song Woo Bin,

Cannot find someone better than Kim So Eun as Gu Eul

And of course I'll vote Moon Geun Young as Geum Jan Di...

That'll perfect...ahaks...

And, Lee Hong Ki should be Geum Jan Di another bestfriend like in Meteor Garden..Hahaha..

Park Shi Hye should be in BOF too..But, I don't know where to put her in the characters...hahahaha....